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Quick update
  • Hi, I’ll be in Iligan starting on Sunday until Thursday. (14 - 17)
  • But we’ll be staying for a while at Cagayan de Oro.
  • Wish us luck for the ICCF 2014! (Though, we know we won’t win)
Internal conflict

As I submerge myself in a wide body of water, the place seems cold. The water that touches the surface of my skin tells me so. The sensation tells me that the entire world is cold and numb, and there’s nothing else you can hear but your own subconscious mind. And being submerged in water for a long period of time makes me ask and plead for air, yet something pulls me down.

Sometimes, whenever I submerge myself into the deepest thoughts that I could ever bury in my mind, it feels like I’m submerged in the deepest part of the sea. Every little sound around me seems to be nothing to me at all. Everything that my eyes meet is nothing but space. My thoughts embrace my whole being as if it gives me the sensation of coldness and numbness. I always tell myself to stop, but my mind doesn’t listen.

I’m killing myself slowly by submerging myself into thoughts that I must not encounter any longer.

"I miss the scent of your hair—you stink, kissing your head when it goes near, and holding your hand when we walk around."
— Him. Who else?
Messages

Anonymous asked: hello! just wanna ask what drawing tablet are you using? :)

Hello there anon! I’m using Wacom CTE-430 model!

Anonymous asked: Your themes are really great! Neat and awesome. Is it ok if you’ll have a tutorial ‘bout how to make one? Please :)

Wow, like wow. Thank you so much! That idea sounds great, maybe I could make one as soon as I find myself some time to make this. Just stay tuned! Thank you so much, I really appreciate this!

Anonymous asked: it would be nice of you if you could share your last theme instead if you can’t make a public one.

This might sound so selfish, but I really can’t do that. For personal matters, I suppose. But on the other note, the way I made the previous theme is way too complicated that it may confuse users if it has to be customized. Either I’ll make it a premium public theme or most probably, do some modifications on that code if I have time. Sorry! I hope you understand.

Anonymous said: you could make some free themes. it would be really nice of you.

I actually would love to, but unfortunately, I’m too busy with school. I can’t find time to code for a theme since I’m mostly coding for my lab activities. I’ll try to find some time.

Anonymous said: I’m insecure with my best friend

Anonymous said: hello ate :) I’m a senior now and I want to ask if is computer science is hard by first year?

Hi! I’m still a freshie though, but I think some senpais around here can help me explain. As for my opinion, if you really want to take up that course, you should be at least good in math, reasoning and most especially in terms of logic. Yep, logic. Too much analysis how the codes work and everything. But I’m pretty sure you’ll do well as long as you love the course!

Anonymous said: Random Question here! lol Which kind of guy do you prefer, the silent type or the bubbly one? :)

Hello! Wow, this is quite hard though. Choosing between soft-spoken and bubbly ones would be quite hard because I can cope up with either of them. But that depends though! I’d go with bubbly ones who are actually quite shy, I don’t know why. Hahaha!

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